Every experience in life presents us with an opportunity to learn a
lesson. Repetition, ironically, provides us both with a vehicle for
learning lessons but conversely creating patterns, habits, and modes of
responding to situations which are repeated unconsciously. In many cases
we already know who we are and how we respond to things - and so many
lessons in life are repeated in a seemingly endless cycle because of our
unwillingness to change the patterns that we have defined as our
personalities and selves.
This is where true roleplaying begins.
Learning to truly roleplay means to let go of the personalities and
identities we see as ourselves and becoming someone else. If you can
engage your child personality fully in the act of play and embrace your
character, you are in a very real way, consciously choosing an
incarnation in which to learn karma and life lessons that you as an
individual are resistant to learning.
This tool works best when
you are a fully engaged player and are blessed with a fully engaged
storyteller and rp group. As with thought forms, astral constructs, and
other "advanced" forms of magical creation, group effort produces the
most intense effects. There are a couple of reasons for this. From a
magical perspective - more people = more energy = more "concrete"
construction. Society is an excellent example of this principle at work.
From a scientific perspective, there is a point of mathematical
"critical mass" that defines the point at which reality is altered by
the belief of people. This number is always the same in relation to the
population at large. Thus, when a small group of people are present,
their collective belief system alters their immediate reality. Ergo, get
a bunch of people together who create a communal reality - and you wind
up with a very complicated, intricate, and large world (or worlds) -
that is also very REAL.
Another means of allowing roleplaying to
work most effectively for you is to grow to the point of creating a
character who seems least like yourself. This allows for surprisingly
new perspectives on life - and profound spiritual realizations. My
admittedly favourite character at present is one that I still marvel at
playing. She is many things I thought I would never play - but I have
learned incredible life lessons from her. As my spiritual journey
informed the perspectives from which I approached her life trauma - her
amazing growth in response (which also makes her the thing I never
thought I would do) has informed my spiritual growth in return -
intertwining our karma. This is due to the degree to which I have
allowed myself to step outside of who I am and what I do - and
experience situations from radically new perspectives. In playing her I
allow myself to fully experience "crazy" - which is perhaps her ultimate
gift to me in terms of mental shift. By completely shedding myself of
cultural boundaries and definitions and disregarding the concept of
"crazy" I have found the freedom of my authentic self.
So how do
you reach the point where your roleplaying character teaches you karmic
lessons that you were ignoring for years? Play. Play. Play. Play until
you fall back into make believe again - and find a troupe of friends who
make believe with you. Better yet, find a game everyone enjoys, and
bring your whole spiritual group into it. Incarnating as alternative
selves with the people you attend ritual with speeds your development as
a group - and alters social relationships to the point where people can
more easily overcome shared karma and learn shared lessons. That is
what breeds healthy and strong spiritual groups - and honestly, makes
the most amazing games.
And then go lose yourself in someone you never once imagined yourself to be - and give yourself the freedom to change.
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